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If you'd like to ask the Transmitter something over text, go right ahead! The Transmitter will respond to texts messages as soon as she's available. You will likely get a text back very quickly.

Your tablet device will only reach the Transmitter. There is no option to send texts to anyone else, instead it will connect to automatically to her phone.

Comments are screened for privacy; all Patients are offered confidentiality, didn't you know?

Comments

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I think Nachetanya would have considered it more of an ambition than a dream.

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yeah, i'm kinda trying to avoid that word for awhile.

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I can't say I have much pity for you, given that you're doing this entirely to yourself.

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i know. i don't deserve any.

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You don't. Though that won't stop people here from offering it to you, anyway - they're good for that, if nothing else.

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as i keep telling them, they're better than i deserve.

i think they're better than either of us deserve.

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It would be infinitely easier for me if they weren't.

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i think by now you understand as i do, undying. nothing about this was ever meant to be easy.

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The difference, apparently, is that I never expected it to be.

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oh no. i never expected it to be easy. i didn't expect a lot about this, but easy? no. that's never something that crossed my mind.

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And yet you insist on permitting us to talk to you regularly.

There's a reason we discouraged prolonged contact with our subjects.

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i've never seen any of you as subjects. what you are is something i can't explain. but this is a different kind of exercise than what you're used to.

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I have no reason to believe that, you know.

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i know. but the others are right. i really do say more than you would expect me to, don't i?