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If you'd like to ask the Transmitter something over text, go right ahead! The Transmitter will respond to texts messages as soon as she's available. You will likely get a text back very quickly.

Your tablet device will only reach the Transmitter. There is no option to send texts to anyone else, instead it will connect to automatically to her phone.

Comments are screened for privacy; all Patients are offered confidentiality, didn't you know?

Comments

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[ There is a very long delay. Ten minutes. ]

she wont come out

[journalname]

[....ah. Well. That is certainly not someone he'd have said that to.]

Can you blame her?

[transmittable]

[ At least they seem to understand when the message isn't for them. Another delay, less significant but still noticeable. It seems they aren't good at typing. ]

she is the transmitter this part is her job

[journalname]

You made her a promise and you broke it. Perhaps even you are now facing a consequence.

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this isnecessary
she knows that
weare just trying to play thegame

[journalname]

You are the only one here who thinks this is a game.
You cannot possibly be unaware of that.

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it has rules likeone
a games the best waytodo this
its what we knowhow to do
we dont understand

[journalname]

[It's a good thing this is text, because otherwise that would have been a really audible heavy sigh.]

She made a promise to someone she cared about, because you told her it was possible.
You lied.
Because of that, the person she cared about is dead, and she feels that she is both a traitor and betrayed.
Do you understand what it is like to let down someone you care for?

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no
wedonot anymore

[journalname]

You do not understand, or you have no one you care for?

[transmittable]

both

[journalname]

[jesus monster christ]

Have you ever had anyone you care for?

[transmittable]

once
upon
a
time

[journalname]

[journalname]

Then perhaps you can remember how that felt? I imagine it would help you understand much of what happens here.

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we cant
its not possibleforus to rememberthat

[journalname]

But you remember it happened?

[transmittable]

we remember itwas something forus
but we cant remember thefeelings
the faces
the names

[journalname]

Does that bother you?

[transmittable]

it usedto
but we cant feel that
anymore

[journalname]

What do you feel?

[transmittable]

anger

[journalname]

About what?

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everything

[journalname]

[.....honestly, though?]

That does sound understandable.
How did this come to happen to you?