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there isn't! at least i don't think there is. she just likes to fool herself into thinking that.

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SHE'S WEIRD.

SHE WAS TALKING ABOUT FIENDS, AND I SAID THAT I COULD SEE WHY SHE WAS FRIENDS WITH THE ZOMBIE, AND SHE GOT ALL WEIRD ABOUT HOW HE WOULDN'T SAY THEY'RE FRIENDS BUT HE WOULDN'T SAY ANYONE IS HIS FRIEND I'M PRETTY SURE AND THEN SHE SAID SHE WOULDN'T SAY SO EITHER BECAUSE SHE CAN'T DEPEND ON HIM OR SOMETHING.

WHICH, I GUESS, FAIR ENOUGH WITH THAT GUY, BUT IT WAS A WEIRD TANGENT ANYWAY?

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again, sounds like her. we had a lot of strange tangents in our conversations, and though to be fair some of them were just as much MY fault as they were hers...
i think she has to feel in control of things? if she doesn't she freaks so if someone says something she doesn't agree with she talks herself in circles to fix the problem.

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OHHHH. THAT MAKES SENSE! I THINK.

IT SOUNDS LIKE WHAT WAS GOING ON, ANYWAY.

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exactly. do you like speaking to her though? or at least do you like speaking to people in general? i worry about you being lonely sometimes.

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I LIKE TALKING TO NICE PEOPLE.

YOU DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT ME BEING LONELY, THOUGH! I DON'T GET LONELY.

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you really don't? how's that work? what do you do when you're alone?

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I'M NEVER ALONE. THERE'S ALWAYS SOMETHING TO DO AROUND HERE, ANYWAY.

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like new rooms, monitoring, all that? but what about when there isn't one of these things running?
have you just always been running them?

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FOR AS LONG AS I CAN REMEMBER. IT IS WHY I WAS MADE AND ALL.

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have you ever wanted to do something else?

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NOT REALLY.

CAN I TELL YOU A SECRET, THOUGH?

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of course.

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USUALLY THIS SORT OF THING IS OKAY. I DON'T MIND ONE WAY OR ANOTHER, BECAUSE THIS IS JUST HOW THINGS ARE.

...SORRY. I'LL TRY NOT TO SAY THAT. BUT IT'S TRUE.

BUT I DON'T KNOW IF I LIKE IT WHEN IT'S LIKE THIS. WITH THE RISEN AND WHAT THEY'RE TRYING TO DO.

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i wish i knew the point of all of this, all the times besides this.
but i don't really like it either. is it the way they're going about it or the end goal that bothers you most?

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THE GOAL. AND THAT THEY'RE DOING IT AT ALL.

YOU DON'T DESERVE THIS SORT OF THING, EITHER.

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i understand them in a way. they just wanna live the time that was stolen from them but
this just feels wrong. i KNOW it's wrong. i think it would've been better if i was still stuck in that weirdo void.

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I DON'T THINK THERE'S ANYTHING WRONG WITH WANTING TO LIVE THE TIME THAT WAS STOLEN FROM THEM, BUT AT THE SAME TIME IT'S STEALING TIME FROM OTHER PEOPLE.

SOME OF THEM DESERVE IT, BUT SOME OF THEM SEEM NICE.

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i don't think anyone deserves something like this, really.
i wish they didn't see everything as a game. maybe they could be convinced to chill if they didn't have to see it to its conclusion.

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SOME PEOPLE DESERVE IT. BUT NOT ALL OF THEM IN THIS GROUP.

...I AM GLAD THAT YOU'RE NOT IN THE VOID ANYMORE, THOUGH.

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thanks.
it seemed easier there but
thank you.

[trustfellowship]

OF COURSE! YOU ARE MY FRIEND AND I LIKE TALKING TO YOU.

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you're a star, michaela. a full-blown shooting star.