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[transmittable]

If you'd like to ask the Transmitter something over text, go right ahead! The Transmitter will respond to texts messages as soon as she's available. You will likely get a text back very quickly.

Your tablet device will only reach the Transmitter. There is no option to send texts to anyone else, instead it will connect to automatically to her phone.

Comments are screened for privacy; all Patients are offered confidentiality, didn't you know?

Comments

[nachetanya]

Alright. Thank you for answering my questions as best you felt able, and I hope you will in future too.

[transmittable]

as long as you ask the right questions.

[nachetanya]

[ She wonders if that's to say she didn't ask the right ones here?

... Well, she had to ask the obvious ones anyway. She exhales, and shifts on the bed ]

And thank you for hearing me our about my own concerns.

[transmittable]

no problem. we are your only outside resource, after all.

[nachetanya]

That's certainly true! How odd.

Are you planning another date with Ryoji?

[transmittable]

you're grilling me in a different way now awesome.

we had one this morning.

[nachetanya]

You could "grill" me in return, if you wanted! I decided to shift to a softer subject.

Do you find him amusing? Charming?

[transmittable]

i could. i have a few things i could, after all.

i find him very charming. he's a sweet boy. i'm talking with him in ways i haven't in a long while.

[nachetanya]

As I said, feel free.

But oh, that's excellent. To have a positive relationship like that is helpful to anyone.

[transmittable]

it confuses me that he's still interested, but for the time being it's nice.

actually, i was wondering if you and tsubasa have anything going or if it's just that really embarrassing game of gay chicken.

[nachetanya]

Could it be that he's trying to keep a "positive relationship" with you in the same way I am?

[ But that question, she should have seen that coming... she hums, shifting on her bed before she types back ]

You didn't call her by her title.

[transmittable]

[ Well, first of all. ]

no. it's not that. it's different.

[ ...There is a pause. ]

assimilated. it was a slip-up and it won't happen again.

[nachetanya]

[ At both of those, Nachetanya giggles on her end of the line. That's why there's a delay in the response. She giggles in a small fit for a moment, but then responds, ]

Tsubasa and I have been playing a game for a week now. I can tell that her heart did genuinely flutter that one night though, and I know I've gotten too excited. There was no need for me to take the game this far.

So there probably is something there.

[transmittable]

[ ... ]

if you feel something, see if she feels the same and act on it. that's my advice.

[nachetanya]

Isn't this the worst possible situation to do that in though, Misty? If I take action, I'll be forced to kill her. And even if patience can win out, the both of us won't even return to the same world.

[transmittable]

if those beat out the what-ifs and could've-beens then far be it from me to convince you otherwise. but think about it.

[nachetanya]

[ Honestly, it's a small feeling right now. She meant what she said when she said she got "too excited" - you probably can't even call it genuine feelings. But it was something, more recognizable than her flirting with Osomatsu, Danny, or Adlet for that matter.

She hums before responding, ]

Between you and Ryoji, do you see something there in yourself?

[transmittable]

it's more than i would've thought. i like it. that's all i'll say.

it's even more of a bad idea to do anything about it, but i'm a bit of a selfish person.

[nachetanya]

In that case, I hope you don't dislike me for the suggestion his motives aren't pure!

[transmittable]

nothing to take to heart. it's a natural thought to have, especially when you're open about your own reasons for talking to me.

[nachetanya]

Would you believe me, after everything I've said, that I don't dislike you?

In fact, I like talking to you.

[transmittable]

why?

[nachetanya]

It's as you said, you're my only link to the outside here. You've listened to my concerns and answered me evenly a lot of the time. And when you are being vague, it's actually an engaging game.

Or at least, that's how I see it.

[transmittable]

i guess that makes sense. wow.

i'll take your word for it, assertive.

[nachetanya]

An no doubt leave me in suspense if that feeling is reciprocated, right?

[ She's laughing a little on her end, though!! ]