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If you'd like to ask the Transmitter something over text, go right ahead! The Transmitter will respond to texts messages as soon as she's available. You will likely get a text back very quickly.

Your tablet device will only reach the Transmitter. There is no option to send texts to anyone else, instead it will connect to automatically to her phone.

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you're the one who got me thinking about this at like three in the morning so

good to know. about the blood. it'll keep being resupplied, of course.

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You're the only one who knows about all of this. Krauser knows some things, but even he doesn't know the full extent of it.

So seeing as you're the only one I can talk to about it at all, you get messages like this at three in the morning.

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yaaaaay lucky me.

well, fine, seems only right. but if i have a total romero-style nightmare tonight, i know just where it came from.

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I'm fairly sure the nightmares most people here are having are worse than that, given the executions and all the murder. So I'll consider myself to have done the group a service, in that instance.

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yes, yes, i know. i have a lot to answer for and deserve everything i get.

wouldn't think you'd be one to stand up for the group, though.

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Some of them are proving surprisingly tolerable.

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they ARE full of surprises. what do you like about them?

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My thoughts on them are similar to thoughts I've had regarding a certain person I know back where I'm from: They would possibly be suitable companions were it not for their compassion.

I find them interesting, even if I don't understand the point of their feelings and thoughts. I appreciate them in several ways, and I like seeing the way they think and the way they react to things. I won't lie and say that I don't likewise appreciate watching them suffer, because I do, but that's secondary for now.

I would like to experience more of them, I think.

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they're people you fundamentally are different from but who you find nice to interact with anyway.

no emotional attachment, though. that sounds like something hard to wrap my head around. probably like how you're confused by nearly everyone here.

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I don't recall ever having experienced emotional attachment to anyone. There are those I like more than others, but that's more along the lines of having a preference for certain colors - you have a red thing and a blue thing, they're functionally identical and can serve the same purpose, but one is simply better. At the same time, it isn't a great loss if you can't have the blue thing, seeing as everything is interchangeable in the end.

It's something like that, usually. Sometimes it's more complicated than that - my thoughts on that person back home are far more complicated than that - and that's a highly simplified example anyway. But that's what it is, in essence.

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while i really can't get people like that, your comparison makes a strange amount of sense. has anyone here come closer to that more complicated thing? i'd imagine not since it's been only about two weeks and that sounds like something that would take longer to develop for you, right?

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It depends, really. The person I've been referring to didn't take long at all, but the circumstances surrounding her were different, and my thoughts on her are different to my thoughts on everyone else. Whereas I've been arguably "close" to one of my coworkers for most of my life and I still feel nothing toward him.

Out of the people here, Krauser and Asgore are possibly the closest, albeit for different reasons.

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not the amount of time, but the gravity of the experiences. i can understand that. that's happened to me a few times too.

mercenary's an interesting one, but unsurprising. inspiring isn't someone i pegged you to get along with, but it matches the monitoring. and well, he's a little difficult to dislike in my experience.

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The fact that he isn't human has a lot to do with it, if I'm going to be honest.

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ohhhh THERE we are, that makes a lot of sense. i should've figured you favor people like him over humans.

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I willingly jumped at the chance to discard my own humanity, to become something else entirely without regards for the potential consequences. I've never cared much for humans - they're loathsome to me. Repulsive.

But I suspect that Krauser is like I am, and Asgore never was one to begin with.

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what is it that you hate about humans so strongly that you'd risk losing control of yourself?

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I see no reason to not hate them.

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i see. i'm sorry for asking.

won't again?

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It's more that it's difficult to articulate. Later, perhaps.

I'll leave you to the rest of the evening; hopefully whatever dreams you have aren't utterly occupied by Romero.

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yeah back at ya undying.

dream something nice.