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honestly id prefer to be patient but if it's actually within your power to spread it around back home that could endanger dozzu

Do you think less of me for that?

no. it'd be kind of fucked up if i did, wouldn't it?

it would but you had said you prefer we take no action. Would you resent any actions I could take

what i prefer and what's happening aren't really the same.

no, i wouldn't resent you. i mean it. i don't resent anyone who tries to act. you all have things so important to you that you'd be willing to put yourselves above others. i do too. that's why you're here, remember?

This is not my plan, but would that include if I killed Ryoji?

[ ...a minute's delay. ]

i wouldnt resent you

if that's true I respect that. I don't think I could say the same about if someone killed Goldov or Dozzu. Or maybe even Tsubasa.

Edited 2017-06-20 23:31 (UTC)

[ another minute's delay. ]

i don't know if i would or wouldn't. if you asked me that on the phone and not through text? i don't know what i would've said. i'm supposed to be objective. i'm supposed to not be attached to any of you, but you know it's been two and a half weeks and, failed step one!

i don't know. i'm sorry. i'm scared.

being scared is understandable. Honestly i don't think that developing attachments is even that bad.

But then you know me.

i do know you. i don't think attachment are bad at all, it's just

this whole everything that i can't even talk about. not with you, or with anyone else here. the risen don't understand. can't understand. can't elaborate on that, because this is the most i can say.

can you write it down, just for yourself?

i have. it helps sometimes.

god this really IS fucked up, you're talking to me about this screwed up thing you might have to do, and i'm talking about MY problems.

If someone "wins" the game, fulfills Rule 7, will they be able to meet you in person?

i don't know.

maybe? i guess that's a possibility.

Wouldn't we have to, if we can then leave the exercise to return home? Or is that working meant to be tricky?

tricky, yeah. there are probably ways around it. all depends.

you'd probably have to meet me in-person, though. long as you don't kill me.

Does that mean you're telling me that Rule 7 is a lie? That we leave the exercise by way of our own death, or something?

no, NO i'm just saying

i wouldn't be surprised if someone "won" this game and then tried to kill me too after. hence why, i don't know if you'd meet me face to face. it all depends on the circumstances.

[ . . . She wonders, really, how much the Transmitter can read of her. If her knowledge is perfect. If her knowledge is perfect, does that mean she already knows the plan Nachetanya's been forming-- ]

If I win, I want to see you face to face. I can shake your hand, and you can hand me that written explanation.

[ Ten seconds. Twenty. Maybe she won't answer. ]

alright. i can handle that.

Good.

... You can shake more of your problems if you want. I can't think of anything else but mine anyway.

naw. right now i'm just tired, you know? tired and with a killer headache.

Do you want to try to sleep, or are you not allowed?

by now? yeah i think i can. even when i'm not monitoring you guys there's ways.

and now, i can't tell you anything else.

Then I shouldn't keep you up. I hope you sleep well, Misty.

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