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[nachetanya]

I'm not ignorant enough not to know my reaction to it's a little bit odd.

I'm just glad it means I won't cry. That would ruin it.

[transmittable]

are you sure about that? sometimes emotions take you by surprise.

[nachetanya]

That would be a silly way for me to die! Giving it away like that!

[transmittable]

i don't think that would be silly either.

[nachetanya]

[ Her laughing trails off. ]

See now, I must disagree. I can try once it's all over. Doing it during the show would be as disaster, that sort of role couldn't possibly pin it on someone else convincingly.

[transmittable]

who knows? people cry about a lot of things or for a lot of reasons. frustration. fear. the loss of a loved one.

[nachetanya]

Oh, some crying, certainly.

But I hope I can control it. Being a mess won't allow me to steer it as effectively.

[transmittable]

yeah. that'd be difficult.


i hope talking about this is a release for you.

Getting someone upset by Nachetanya has to be a victory im proud of myself

[nachetanya]

I believe so. The excitement and the guilt and everything else remain, but it is nice to give some voice to it. It's probably why I've kept up the diary at this point.

I felt so tired after the trial.

I couldn't help but sympathize with Gant, even if he was a "piece of work."

you've been killing me slowly

[transmittable]

in what way?

im so glad

[nachetanya]

We both wanted a peaceful world.

[transmittable]

[ A small delay. ]

okay. i get that.

[nachetanya]

I know you were upset.

Thank you for hearing me out.

[transmittable]

it's what i'm here for

[ ... ]

no, it's what friends are for, nachetanya.

1/2

[nachetanya]

[ She drops the ipad thing on the desk, her eyes wide. She inhales, for once. Her eyes feel hot. It's been a long day, a long day. She reaffirmed that her plan could work the night before, only to have to do that trial today. She had to run devils advocate against Rin, and then Gant's motivations, though not as pure as hers, weren't something he could rightfully fault.

... And now all of this.

She inhales, exhales. and runs her hand over her face ]

[nachetanya]

[ A good thirty seconds pass before she picks the ipad thing back up ]

I wish I knew your real name.

I know that's not possible.

[transmittable]

i wish i could tell it to you.

talking about all of this has been good for me too. really.

[nachetanya]

Tell me it when we shake hands and this is all over.

[ . . . Even if she would have killed both of the ones they love at that point. ]

I should join them at the meeting. I hope your night goes well from here.

[transmittable]

sure.

you too. talk to you again later.