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If you'd like to ask the Transmitter something over text, go right ahead! The Transmitter will respond to texts messages as soon as she's available. You will likely get a text back very quickly.

Your tablet device will only reach the Transmitter. There is no option to send texts to anyone else, instead it will connect to automatically to her phone.

Comments are screened for privacy; all Patients are offered confidentiality, didn't you know?

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you need to get tired out, right? what about trying out the arcade? ddr until you

well not drop, but almost.

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I've been enjoying the arcade, actually. It's not the sort of place I would normally frequent, but it's been a good distraction when I've had things on my mind.

I'll be fine for now, however. It's more something that I need to wait out than anything else at this point, and I'm feverish to the point of not wanting to do much for the moment besides.

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good. about it being a good distraction, not any of that other stuff. do ice packs even work when you've got zombie fever? :/

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[Maybe it's because he's sort of delirious (because, you know, zombie fever, as she's so eloquently put it) but that seems to amuse him a bit, anyway.]

More than you would think. The fever isn't explicitly a symptom of the virus, but it occurs for the same reason that you would develop one. Whatever remains of my immune system is still trying to fend it off.

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wow. the little engine that could over there. i would've thought you wouldn't even have one left.

i try not to peek at memories or the like, partly because it's fucking rude? but especially with you because i fear what i would see. but even i know that virus does a bit of a number on a person.

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It's done enough to me that curing it is impossible at this point, even if I both wanted to and had the means. It might not seem so externally - the only thing that's truly strange about my appearance is my eyes - but internally...

Internally I was fine up until a reasonably short while ago. It was after I came back from one of the worse deaths I've taken that things seem to have changed on that front.

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i'm going to regret asking this with everything in me but

how DO you keep coming back from those? is there a science to it all?

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A person's DNA repairs itself daily - individual cells take damage at a high rate every day, but due to the natural process of DNA repair you don't notice the effects for years. Over time, your DNA loses its ability to repair itself, and that's why people age.

The t-virus was originally created as a cure for progeria - a genetic disorder that causes rapid aging due to a person's DNA being unable to repair itself at all. The t-virus essentially rewrote the faulty alleles responsible for the vulnerability to damage, ensuring that the afflicted person's cells would be able to repair themselves and regenerate in the same way a normal person's would.

The problem with the t-virus is the fact that it's a bit too good at its job. It continues to regenerate, recreate and reanimate cells even after a person has died. Zombies are really just a living shell with nothing in it anymore, it's just functioning on basic instincts because its neurons won't stop firing.

However, approximately one in ten million are a bit more compatible with the virus than most. I've only personally seen it in myself and one other person, but theoretically there are more that could survive infection. We can come back from death without losing much, if any, of our higher function, even if our bodies are changed by the experience - enough of us remains functional and reasonably healthy, tissue-wise, to allow for that.

So my body will regenerate from almost anything, assuming that enough of it remains intact to allow for that, but I'm still "alive" enough to allow me to retain my higher function - the virus doesn't overtake my body completely.

It overtakes just enough to do horrific things to my organs, apparently, but all things considered that could be far worse.

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why the fuck did i ask that, i was GARBAGE at science

wow, i think that makes sense? if it doesn't make sense who the heck am i to judge or deny your basic body structure.

kinda sad that it started to try and do something good and became all this, though.

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We found out about the problems it caused rather soon after we started developing it - there was an accident in China. Thirty children and five adults died.

One of Umbrella's founders - my mentor - saw an opportunity instead of a tragedy, however. He decided he wanted to weaponize it. Our cofounder disagreed with that usage of it.

That disagreement is what led to that funeral I told you about.

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and this makes sense. with you as a person and with what i can easily recall. your world's whole situation is honestly what comes up first whenever i think on you.

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What do you think of it? I'm sure you have an opinion one way or another.

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i feel weird about it. like, it's a god awful thing and sounds like a horror story.

but at the same time, i feel detached from it. i have all your memories swimming around, but they aren't easily accessible. it's the kind of thing you compartmentalize. that goes for everyone. things would get a little overwhelming if you didn't, like that first day.

so while i know it's awful and if i stop and think about for more than a few minutes it makes me a little sick to my stomach to imagine, i can still sit here casually like i'm shooting the shit with you.

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Nothing that's happened in my world is anything that you would consider good, I'm assuming - the whole thing is likely varying degrees of horrific.

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probably not. i can understand at the very least why compassion is something of the past for you and yours.

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My mentor really does believe that he's saving the world, you know.

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what's his reasoning?

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Let's say that my mentor is a religious man. One who rather likes the story of Noah's ark.

The logic he was deploying is that the world was going to destroy itself anyway, whether by famine, war, or issues caused by sheer overpopulation. Orchestrating the apocalypse ourselves would take care of all of these problems.

Meanwhile, Umbrella high command and their families are, to my knowledge, all in cryogenic stasis half a mile underground.

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well that is still a bundle of yikes in a mutated basket but i guess a lot of extremists are well-intentioned for a reason.

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Something like that.

Either way, our goals don't really align on that front, though I suppose that's to be expected. Not that it matters anymore, I suppose.

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what'd you remember that makes everything pointless? was it related to him?

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The secret you gave me during our third week here mentioned that there were less than four thousand humans left alive.

As of the most recent thing I've remembered, my mentor and I had to hold off a pair of people for nine minutes in order for those four thousand humans to be destroyed.

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oh. so it's kind of a foregone conclusion as to what happened, huh.

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Just slightly.

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no wonder you were so hopeless sunday morning.